I grew up in this town, my poetry was born between the hill and the river, it took its voice from the rain, and like the timber, it steeped itself in the forests. -Pablo Neruda

Minggu, 16 Oktober 2011

Life Question (Wondering Why I Love This Notes??)

I didn't know why I love this notes..
This notes was officially from my friend's blog..she is my junior in campus..
I can't publish her link for her privacy.. :-)

The notes was titled, "Life Question"..
So, check it out..and guess why i love this notes.. :beer:

LIFE QUESTION

Life is probably the most unbreakable mystery where it came up. Out of human thought how could God created life or deeper, the scariest ask which often wander my mind secretly: "where did God come from?" I meant, we were come from our Mom's uterus which is God gift. So, now the question is, who the magician was give us God??? - forget about this.

I'm an accept-able person. I won't ask "why does my life like this?". Whereas I hardly believe God has scenario for us. So now, if God has his scenario for us, what's his benefit seeing us come through his scenario patiently, sadly, happily? Is he merely wanna see our faith?? Idts.... - set aside this one.

In real life, we create our own life. Make a decision, find the opportunity, through what we've had choose, and achieve our goal as the result. And when we've achieved our goal, what to return? People born, grow old, and die. It's life's cycle. Still.......what's the point of those cycle? Where at the end God will shatter it when the time comes up.

Well... I am young. I'm just an ordinary teen. Beside what I've thought before, generally people say "Allah menciptakan kita agar kita menyembah-Nya, beriman kepada-Nya ". Just it? Be worshiped? I think he isn't kind of the devil on the movie who'll get his power stronger when he is being worshiped. Or kind of an arrogant king who'd like to exploit his citizen. He is great without us. Fine without us. He doesn't need us at all, does he? Otherwise, all I see is mostly people make a chaos..or worse..?

Don't you ever wonder is that your really role why you were born? I do. Even much. Knowing what your real role, your goal, will make a best result, won't it? I'm an optimal person. I'd like to see what I've done, done maximally. I've committed to live my life. And I won't to live it carelessly. Won't to waste a chance which I have and do believe I have a thing to do here cause I'm strongly hold this word: "behind what happened, there's a why". So still........why did God?? I meant, if I knew why did God do this, I could make it maximally. If God wants me to make a world peace, well I'm gonna make my next way to the things that related to world peace. Or if God wants me just to birth a baby, well I'm gonna marry a man really soon. Or if God wants me to worship him, really I will do it with nonstop.

But let'a take a conclude, God's way is not the easy way, but the best way. We can't talk to him nor hear him directly. But believe and feel here; heart. The reason why I hear my heart more often than mind's whisper. I know God's there. Protects me, covers me, & leads me indirectly definitely.


And now..are you still wondering why i love this notes?
This is the answer :
Because this is all about praying..


if you still didn't understand my answer, keep reading and find your reasonable answers..
the question was still :
"Life Question (Wondering why i love this notes?)"


-Gerard Novak-

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